s l a ck e d . 10:08 PM 」



lols. i haf a sorethroat =/
well it was hp closing ytd. and i had to be around.
well, hope it turned out okay.
saying some impromptu speech across the new parade square aint easy
announcing like 15 names across the new parade square aint a easy task.
i managed to do it
and ended up wif a sorethroat (:

lols. ytd wanted go overnight study wif xav jas kok weisong de.
but mum dun allow.
nvm. ill mug on my own =) 40 days to prelims.
not much time left.
but i cant get myself to study.
there must be a break in between somehow (:

regret
but
i shouldnt be feeling so.
what's done cannot be undone
what's said cannot be taken back
live my own life.
again


s l a ck e d . 6:47 PM 」



life's empty and blank nowadays.
but wadeva. same standard of boredom.
school as always.
so bloody boring.
y cant something out of the norm happen to me right now,
i nd a breakthrough.

es tut mir leid
; the past


s l a ck e d . 8:43 PM 」



let everything go just like that
picked up my courage
and ill not look back
lead a new life from now on,
a life restarted
-------------

today was as always. just that after sch go walkwalk at bugis there. if only i am a rich bastard. =/

nothing much to say. tc. im alright (:


s l a ck e d . 8:23 PM 」



hanging on. feigning ignorance.
right way out?

=/
founders day today.
HAPPY 50th BDAE AHS! (:
lols. generally it was a good day today.
concert was high. kakaka

after that go study with kok n xin at kembangan there.
change-of-plan
dun feel like talking these few days.
lol. i just dunno y.

u smiled.
never at me



s l a ck e d . 8:14 PM 」



had this emo ytd night. sry to those who i bothered. =/
flurrified mind. =/
confused self. =/
indecisive me. =/

nevermind. ill just hang on to it like a jerk who doesnt gif a damn about being embarrassed.
ill hang on,
against all odds,
feigning igonarance
hoping one day it'll really happen.
ill just hang on.

and thanks to you, for talking to me.
really thanks,
ure always a wall away (:
52 days to PRELIMS. not tt many days left. (: buck hard people.


s l a ck e d . 12:29 PM 」



been a long time since i updated. life per normal. school study eat sleep
wheres the play? i guess its been wiped out from my life already. boring life
RESTARTmyLIFE
or maybe just bring me back in TIME


s l a ck e d . 9:31 PM 」



ill talk bout n comp partBYpart(:

ytd went xavs hse at 1900 like that. get rdy hse visits. but noone going.only
me boon melvin kok song jasmin jarrod xav =/
we went makan fist, wait for bixia to come.
den after that took 14 to yeoliting hse.
wahha pardon us for being suagu lol. =/ slacked there till 11+
den pia cab down to adeline hse.
go there crap around. walalla. until 12+ den walk back xav hse.
go back le. i din touch my uniform. same as 3 days ago. den watch soccer.. till bout 4+ bth le drop dead.

we woke up at 6.30..? =/ den pia to sch. boon long ago started vomiting when at xav's hse. so worried la. cos we had this talk last night bout piaing this nat comp, putting a nice full stop to our sjab life. anyway, the nasilemak contributed to our discomfort =/ thanks for the gifts.. sqd3 and yuanling/joycelyn (:

went to guangyang pri le. changed into u, den went fall in. den tikam de team number
AA1
AC1
NC2
NA8

hmm.. den got rdy for UI. boon fall out vomit. gosh. but anyway, UI was crap. our uniforms were crap
shallalalla go waiting room le. den sit around. we go in 5secs go do drill le. boon vomit b4 tt again.
drill was crap. so off-form. anyway after that boon vomited again =/

den we had no events till lunch. sleep and sleep. until lunch time. boon still nv eat. ahh,

after lunch short case. basically it was alright. except for some minor pointers. boon vomited again.

den we slack awhile go pia TOC. b4 tt boon vomit.
shallalala improvised stretcher so easy de. anyway it was alright, but say we too ganchiong, nv care bout safety =/ boon vomit again

den go pia long case. last event. and i mean last even cuz nursings and ambulance all finish except us. lol. it was genereally alright, thats wad we felt, and judge still said it was e best he've seen. but it was a scam anyway.

crap. results were unexpected.. CRAP duwan talk bout it le.
anyway life goes on. and boon vomited again after that. poor boon. but he held on. PERSERVARANCE =)

anyway. tt ended ac2'03 ac2'o4 ac1'o5 aa1'o6 journey.
first year 3rd place at zone
2nd year champions at national cadet level
3rd year 4th place at national adult level

interesting path we've taken. and nvr be 4gotten(:

work hard other comp teams. many years to go (:

i wanted french frice


s l a ck e d . 8:44 PM 」



hmm.. this few days. either self training or training ac.
self training = crap. we do nothing, and just waste our time away.
we know we shd like kinda train.. but.. we cant make ourselves train. dunno y la
till date we hav 2 trainings. =/ we are so gonna be champions
but nvm la. haf faith, work hard. try our best, wif no regrets. that shd do e trick (:

today, for e 3rd time we had training. it was a waste of time. not e intructors fault.
just our fault. format oso do 20mins. scrwd jiu dui le la everything today. haiii
n comp..

btw there was this great fight between sec 4s and 3s today.
sphinx fc and china peeps to be precise.. nvm dun talk bout it. private matters
scrwd la. i feel useless


i nvr evr talk to u when ure down
i nvr evr say hi to u when ure around


s l a ck e d . 5:25 PM 」



well. today was the last sj day for me.
and its e 4th time i haven fallen out during sj day. which is every single time.
wahahs. im a WEAKling. =/

then whole day sj uniform lo. so hot. go canteen still muz wear beret. even hotter. zz. and chief comm badge look like tourist badge wahhas. lol. lessons boring as usual. except chinese though. papers over. now everyday watch movie woo

after sch nothing to do lo. aa too sad no instructor den no training. haha. den walk around nothing do. and im home. long time since i reached home so early already. =D love this feeling..

hey, chi fan le ma


s l a ck e d . 8:46 PM 」



oo.ive been out of home for like 30 odd hours(:
starts with yesterday morning. we met at 12+ to kinda prepare for mdm teo's farewell at her house. sqd4 decided on a formal attire lol. shirt and jeans. we met up den go eat lunch den bought some balloons and crepe paper. den pia cab go mdmteo house do deco. (:

after some time ppl den came. all wear tshirt and bermudas. tts when we started to feel OUTofplace. wahhaha. nvm. its cool being different xP davidcheng sir, simon sir all came along. kinda cool u see these zone officers in their casual clothings. theyre always in full u when i see dem =/ wahha. had catering service.

being the juniors of the seniors aint cool. we are like. so noob de wahha. do all e sai kang. eat dinner oso sit on floor while all sit on chair. =/ after that then sqd4o6 went to crap around. den was present giving..? haha. there was this cute video for mdm teo wif e messages we ha for her, and a touching song we sang for her. si shui chang liu. =) we love mdmteo

seniors gave this real cool collage for mdmteo, where her face is made up of teeny little photos of the past, kinda like e one we haf in e concourse. BUTthis one is mdmteo herself! lols. mdm teo like so touched.

after that kinda own time own target le. sqd4o6 went to talk cock and gossiped around. den nothing to do play truth or dare. haha. then there was this question posed to everyone

who would u choose to marry in our squad?

answers not to be revealed (: personal sqd stuffs wahha
den late le. we wanted to nightlife de.. but no place to go. wanted go geylang, but nursings cannot. want go changi airport, but most duwan oso. in the end go mac -.-

haha. den after that 10+ le. all went home except me kok song. wanted go the field beside tamp mrt to watch soccer, when xavier called and asked if wan go adeline madm house watch soccer.
woot and we pia there. lols. jasmin was already there, den we watch lo.
england lost T.T

den xavier came at.. 1+ -.-

den we talk cock till 5 am like tt. knew many things that i didnt knew b4.
like example xavier is a scrwd up guy (:
haha. so tired. den slept till 3+ afternoon =/
wahha. then went to sumo house eat. den play pool. reached home at 7+ =/
baijiazi life is kinda cool. but i nida revert.

training tml T.T and chungcheng sir's coming down


strangers when around friends.
friends when around strangers.